♥ Wednesday, November 18, 2009
shaking my brain for some updates
shaking my brain for some updates
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honestly, i have a lot of things in mind. i want to blog about a lot of things... but the words keep getting in the way. words that if allowed to flow, i fear will only create more tension than emotional stability. i'd rather not say anything and be careful on what i share here than induce negativity.
and because staying silent can also cause stress, i try to keep myself B.U.S.Y. with work and play. i've been reporting to work almost everyday again since the start of the second semester, kahit na nagkakasakit na ako hala sige pasok pa din. i also try to catch up with my review at least 3-6 hours each day. and i try to surround myself with good and positive people-- people who understands what i'm going through even if i don't speak up.
no, don't get me wrong. i'm not running away from whatever it is that's bothering me. it's just that i decided to drop it and gracefully move on. i may appear to be in a state-of-denial but trust me, it's not myself that i am protecting here but how my family will take the blow. if THEY think that i will go down on my knees and beg for attention, i'm sorry but i will never ever give them that kind of satisfaction. that's not how i play my cards. and they've chosen the wrong opponent. i ain't their girl puppet!
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even though i haven't been blogging that much lately, i update by tweeting. spur of the moment thoughts and events remain documented via my twitter. so if u wanna catch up with what's going on with me and inside my slowly degenerating mind, you can go ahead and follow me @twinklingeymi.
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i had my teeth xrayed last week. though the pain and swelling has already subsided and i can eat again, i am still pushing through with my left third molar extraction. boy, i don't think i can deal with another physical pain on my jaw ever again. imagine, i was on soft food diet for almost two weeks! will have it both removed before the end of November. as you all can see on my panoramic xray below, my third lower molar on the left is stuck. and so is the one on my upper right.
Say CHEEEEESSSEEE!!!
i already lost my two first lower molars on both right and left. the right first molar was removed when i was in highschool and the left one was extracted just 2 years ago (a few weeks after my dad passed away) that explains the wider gap in my "bungi".
went to the Redemptorist Church yesterday with my sister. was supposed to go with my mom, unfortunately i was unable to wake up earlier (i will never ever be a morning person!). i miss going to Baclaran for Novena and doing this:
"and this is for... WORLD PEACE."
*what's the lesson i learned here? a lot of changes can happen in 7 months! *ROFL*
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wanna know what my latest addictions are?
#1. Frozen Yoghurts
A: NY Cheesecake, Walnuts and Leche Flan
B: Walnuts, Almonds and Choco Drops
#2. Hairbands (a not-so-new addiction)
O teka, before you all react and say that i'm doing the Mariel Rodriguez-look... let me clarify that I have always been a "headband girl"... way before all these headpiece-craze even began. nagkataon lang na nauuso na naman sya ngayon. nweis, i own a lot of hairbands, from the stretchable ones to the colorful plastic ones that only children wear. in fact, i used to call one of my pink hairbands as the "magical pink hairband" becoz i only wear it when i'm feeling "fugly" (borrowing the term from Vayie) and believe me, it works like magic (from feeling fugly to feeling fab!). unfortunately, i lost that magical pink hairband when i lent it to a friend who was feeling fugly and brokenhearted then.
#3. FBing and Tweeting on my iPod Touch...
...that made me decide to buy a new wifi router.
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Last Sunday, i met up with my friends from the Call Center where i used to work. i never realized how much i missed them and remembered how much "peace of mind" i used to have when i was with them until i saw Wave 3 again. i have always wanted to see them and treat them out but our schedule just won't meet and well, there used to be someone who kept me from meeting with them. *ubo*
so this time, in the midst of my review, i decided to go to Makati and see them for the very first time after 7 months.
WAVE 3 ROCKS!!!
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i officially accepted NikNak's offer last night. whatever that is, kami na lang nakakaalam nun.
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hope you're all enjoying your 13th month pay! see ya'll around! :)
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