oh goodness! i have "stopped" blogging.
ever since i stepped my feet to the US early this year, i have not been blogging that much. considering that i have ALOT to write/post/share about my US trip and adventure galore. i miss writing down my feelings or simply sharing snapshots of what makes my day.
there have been alot of changes in my life since i moved to the US.
first of all, i am no longer just a tourist here in the US. since i passed my stateboards for PT, my agency-employer made sure that i will be able to work here legally in the soonest possible time. right now, i am in Port St. Joe (Panama City), Florida working as a physical therapist for the Gulf County District Schools. i am handling children who have special needs for gross mobility that interfere with their school functions. i must say that God must have a purpose for sending me to Graduate Studies for Special Education last 2003-2005. He must've known that someday i will be with these wonderful kids. i find it pretty easy doing the paperwork but i guess my greatest challenge for now is how to interact with the other school teachers. i will admit that i can be "supladita" and i have this attitude of not talking or initiating conversations with people that i don't know. supladita na nga ako, english pa ang lenggwahe ng taong kailangan kong kausapin! kamusta naman yun diba?!
aside from being busy with work, i have also become very much attached to my fiance, George. well, you can't blame me ok! inlove ako eh. inlove kami pala. since i met him early this year and started going out with him, my world just seem to revolve around him all the time. we got engaged last May 11, 2010 and so far our relationship has grown deeper and more meaningful. i must admit too that there are some problems/ issues that we are facing but heck, i love the man and i know he loves me so much too kaya keber na lang sa mga haters dyan sa tabi-tabi. there's just too many things that i have learned with my relationship with G. and one of them is to never put other people in our business. in short, wag masyado madaldal at nagkkwento sa ibang tao, whether to friends or relatives. may mga bagay na hindi dapat bino-blog so that explains why i have stopped sharing too much emotions here on my blog. blogging has always serve as an outlet for me however i realized that sharing some of your emotions online (even on facebook and twitter) will only make other people nosey and judgmental of you and your partner. kaya eto... tahimik na lang ako.
anyway, it is getting late now and i need to rest. i need to be early at work tomorrow. i hope things are doing better with all of you out there. i'll catch up with everyone soon!
*hugs*